mission impossible?

apparently my olg blog deleted itself.. so i'll start new again.

well... i've been thinking for a while now.. about what i want to do with my future.
people always ask.. what do you want to be when you grow up. when i went to Fishkill Correctional Facility, Shinez, one of the inmates... asked me that... and he said... you better give it some thought.

for those that don't have goals, they get lost in their fantisy world of imagination.
they dream about action fighting lives, or super money making careers.
but tell me.. what's gunna happen if you just sit down.. and just daydream for hours and hours at a time??? ... NOTHING.... do you see where i'm getting at? ... you gotta step up and do what you gotta do to fulfil the plan that you set your mind to.

and so... why is my title called "mission impossible?"
because i have a goal... some of you guys know it.. maybe not...
it's a mission where people are starving.. dying...
it's horrible if you think about it... i can not say where.. but many of you have heard of it before.
it's nearly impossible to get there without being seen by anyone...
it's deadly when caught ... it's seriously,... dangerous.

if it's so dangerous.. why do i want to do this mission? ..
if it's so impossible.. why do i want to get there??

i want to do this impossible missions because.... i love them.
i've never met them before... i don't even know who's there...
but i love them. and i want to care for them. because i want them to share their troubles and hardships with me.. so that i may be in their shoes... see what they see... and feeling what they feel.

do you get it?

maybe i'm just babbling on about something that doesn't really make sense...
but please pray for me that i can reach that mission.


=MoNkEy=